The questioning of your ideas on relationships will lead to the destruction or removal of your current thoughts. Symbolically the lightning bolt is coming from the spiritual world. When it strikes your crown it causes you to throw out your old models of what’s masculine and feminine. In return you have an initial injury which causes you to look over your shoulder. But strength and balance will allow you to become the mother…to take a more mothering form. Meaning you will become more in tune with what is natural.
Nine of Wands